Thoughts

Today has been a hard day thinking about Jeremy. No one loved being a father more than Jeremy. He was the kind of guy who went on and on and on about every dance recital, every fish they caught, every project they made him....no one was more proud. It is absolute bullshit that he is gone and that he cannot be with Sheryl and the girls today. I miss him every day; today really sucks. I am so glad that the girls have their grandfather as a strong male presence in their lives every day.

I have been working very, very hard at controlling my thoughts and reactions to people and situations, but emotions running a bit high made that a little harder today. And of course the stupid weather isn't helping much either.