Friday, June 12, 2009

SPINNING........ugh!

Yesterday was a full day...but it was really the glimpse of the full summer that got me spinning. Woke up early and put in my first pre-work 5 miler since my injury (to date, have only tried that without time pressure of the AM). It was a cloudy but warmish late spring morning and I loved my run. Walked at lunch-- again, cloudy but warm. Needed the break from the office, for sure.

Two ballgames rained out, but the kids' Outing Club meeting was at 7. I found that Outing Club meeting very stressful. Looking at 3 huge calendar pages on the wall of June, July and August made me think about all of the obligations and things we have going on this summer- I AM NOT COMPLAINING because they are all super fun things and we are lucky BUT it seriously made my head spin and then I got home and could not sleep and finally had a dream that I had misplaced some bracelets but they were VERY VERY VERY important - like the kind you have to wear to get in someplace for admission and people were asking me for them but I didn't know where I put them.

I hope despite my busy weekend I can relax because I feel a bit like I am teetering on the edge....we are off to Yankees/Mets and I was hoping for a Dim Sum lunch in Chinatown first, but that might be pie in the sky at this point.

I need to RELAX and enjoy this day, this moment, and live in the present and slow myself down.

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